Lost In My Own Thoughts

It's 2 am in the morning, and I can't sleep..

I often got lost in my own thoughts.. One simple thought can bring about hundreds more thoughts.. Do you guys ever feel this way?? Lately my mind has been going crazy just because i overthink about everything, especially about my future goals.. I want to be and trying to be pretty much everything.. At first i want to be a fashion designer, then a pianist, then a blogger, then a youtuber, and much more.. And here i am now, being a photographer.. But somehow i feel 'no, i still wanna be more', actually i want to be an influencer (which means i'm aiming to be active in all my social medias)..But thinking about it again, i 'm not being grateful for what i am now and i'm being kinda greedy for wanting to be pretty much everything.. Maudy Ayunda said in her book, we need to focus.. Don't try to be all, but we should give our all to what we want to achieve..
Hopefully i will make up my mind soon..