Lost In My Own Thoughts

It's 2 am in the morning, and I can't sleep..

I often got lost in my own thoughts.. One simple thought can bring about hundreds more thoughts.. Do you guys ever feel this way?? Lately my mind has been going crazy just because i overthink about everything, especially about my future goals.. I want to be and trying to be pretty much everything.. At first i want to be a fashion designer, then a pianist, then a blogger, then a youtuber, and much more.. And here i am now, being a photographer.. But somehow i feel 'no, i still wanna be more', actually i want to be an influencer (which means i'm aiming to be active in all my social medias)..But thinking about it again, i 'm not being grateful for what i am now and i'm being kinda greedy for wanting to be pretty much everything.. Maudy Ayunda said in her book, we need to focus.. Don't try to be all, but we should give our all to what we want to achieve..
Hopefully i will make up my mind soon..

Will you still remember me?

Do you know the feeling when you're gonna be separated with your friends? Yeap, i bet some of you guys do.. And that's what i'm feeling right now.. I spent most of my days at school, and spent most of the time laughing with my friends.. Every single one of you are special and precious to me.. All your goods and bad, i will remember them (in a good way ofc, no hate at all)..We didn't realize that time would flies so fast.. All the time we had spent turned into a memory, and the time we have left will past by soon.. We thought that 'oh we still have 3 months left', but here we are now.. One by one they leave, and hopefully they'll come back to us.. But even so, they won't be the same person anymore, and the worse case is they may not remember us anymore.. Will you still remember me?